Dating With Cerebral Palsy

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One of the biggest misconceptions about those with disabilities is that they don’t have the social skills to understand what love truly means or they don’t have the desire to want to have a significant other. I’m here to tell you that that is false. People with disabilities have the same desire as anyone else to have a relationship.

I’ve always been the type of woman that has been a hopeless romantic. I’ve always dreamt of the day I would get married in the smoky mountains of Tennessee and ride off in the Gen. Lee from the Dukes of Hazard. My experience with dating in society with a disability has always been challenging, but I didn’t want to just share my experience with dating; I wanted to bring awareness to dating with a disability.
I haven’t had the best track record when it comes to dating. I feel that’s mostly because I wind up “catching feelings” for men who weren’t open to doing research on my disability or weren’t open to learning about my disability. It made it very difficult for me to open up about my health problems because they didn’t understand it, nor did they have the desire to know.

If you see my disability as an obstacle and not something that makes me more of an active, beautiful woman that I am, then there is a problem, and that’s a huge deal breaker for me.

I have stopped getting to know men for that reason — because they would say “I like you, and I think we could become something…if it weren’t for your disability.”

I would often reply to them: “Well my disability is always going to be a part of me, so it was nice getting to know you, but I don’t think that we could continue to get to know each other.”

I firmly believe that if more people would take the time to research the needs of those with disabilities and understand what the disability is — whether it be muscular dystrophy, spina bifida cerebral palsy, autism, ADHD, or mental health — they would be more open to dating someone with a disability. Besides doing research, it’s up to the person to see the other person’s beauty inside the heart because looks don’t matter at the end of the day. The hottest guy ever can be a complete jerk, and the guy that looks like Steve Urkel could have a good heart, have strong feelings for you, and will treat you like a queen.

I’ve always said to my girlfriends when I was going to school that I would never be with somebody with cerebral palsy, like myself. I was always into able-bodied young men. Now I feel sorry for saying that and having that mindset because I am currently going steady with my boyfriend, Austin, who has spastic cerebral palsy.

We met online four years ago and have been in a long-distance relationship ever since. That just shows you never know what life is going to throw at you.

I just feel as a woman that, yes, it’s hard to find a significant other that accepts you for you and understands what you’re honestly going through as a person.

Not everybody understands what it’s like to have a disability. Others can only sympathize with you, but they never fully understand your journey. Having dated both able-bodied and somebody with a physical disability just like myself, I would rather have a significant other with a disability. I feel we can connect more because we really understand what the other is going through, and we can be there for each other more on an emotional level.

However, being single with a disability isn’t as bad as people make it seem.

Before you consider dating anybody with a disability, you must take the time to accept yourself — fall in love with your disability and your body and be at peace with it.

The second thing you should know is that you need to be proud of who are and the way God made you. You are unique, creative, and, most of all, beautiful, and you shouldn’t be ashamed of your disability.

If you’re going on a dating site don’t hide the fact that you have a disability. Be open about it and be proud of who you are at the end of the day because that’s what attracts people. This goes back to accepting yourself — if you have low self-esteem, it will ultimately turn the person that you’re interested in off. I’ve been in plenty of situations when I was single where I would start talking to a young man with a disability, but he had low self-esteem — he was angry at the world because he had cerebral palsy, and his parents wouldn’t make it any better, saying he wasn’t smart enough — and that was a big turnoff for me because I feel like parents have a lot of responsibility when it comes to pushing their children and motivating them, and I personally couldn’t see myself with somebody who has a set of parents who were opposite from mine. The parent’s mindset could pass on to the person you’re with, and it could affect you without you even noticing.

When it comes to dating with a disability, you have to set boundaries for yourself, just like everyone else. Just because you have a disability doesn’t mean you shouldn’t have a standard on the way a partner should treat you. I have a particular standard: if you have an issue with my disability, then I will stop having an interest in you. If you’re not willing to support me and the decisions that I make toward my health, then you’re gone. If you don’t respect me, you’re gone, but that’s like any relationship.

When it comes to being in a relationship, the one thing I want people to understand is that you’re beautiful in your own way. Before you can find somebody, you have to embrace yourself and love yourself for who you are in your own skin regardless of your disability. If you don’t love yourself, how can you expect others to fall in love with you?

Written By Tylia Flores

Bio: Tylia Flores is a 22-year-old born with cerebral palsy. Although her condition has affected her mobility, it has never affected her will and determination to make a difference in the world. Through her many life challenges and obstacles, she discovered her passion for writing. Tylia’s goal in life is to share her stories with the world. In doing so, she hopes to help others with disabilities realize that they, too, have the potential to make their dreams come true.

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